Sunday, April 14, 2019
Sometimes I wish I was someone else
Getting New computer can really suck sometimes.
As I began todays blog I hit some random button and completley deleted what I was typing.
What the Fuck!! I am already in a bit of a mood. Life has been stressful these last few months.
Well honestly the last year has been a complete Mother F-ing nightmare really. At least for me it has.
My husband doesnt seem to be bothered by things the way that I am. Maybe its the Bipolar disorder or maybe shit just shouldnt go down the way that it does around here sometimes and I am justified in the anxiety attacks that have literally given me palpatations that send me to urgent care.
Familys are hard, period. My past circumstances have taught me to fight threw periods of family cluster fuck and try to role with the punches, but that is much easier with people who have not been through hell the first 12 years of their adult life.
I feel like bawling my head off currently because I have not written in awhile and because of the lack of traffic on this hear blog , my adsense site that helps me earn a little cash has been disabled!! Apparently nobody really wants to read what a crazy mother of 6 kids has to say, and there is no understanding that life has been a little up in the air for me for the last 12 months and I had no time to write.
I am back however and hope you will all be able to relate to some of what is going on.
A good ear and some good advise is really all I need.
Oh and dont forget coffee.
See you soon my friends in one form or another.
I hope to be up and running with new reviews and new ideas and a whole new blog soon!
Love you all,
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